Disappointed.

Just came home from Xueshuang and edmund ROM. Congrats to both of them. It was quite fun and sweet. Seeing couples together
and making their vow towards each other. Took alot pictures together. After that we went to the chalet for steamboat.
We chatted till quite late. 2 years later then she will be coming back to Singapore for wedding dinner.
I am glad she found someone who actually love her wholeheartly. It is sweet.

I am feeling quite down.

Looking at everyone, happily with their love one.

Am i happy?

How am i feeling?

Why?

Truth/lies?

But why am i feeling so down and sad.

Truth i had heard.
Lies i had heard.
It hurts.
It bleeding.
But why.

All i am finding is just true love. Loving each other wholeheartly.

I am always alone when i cry.
Is there even someone there for me?