many qns?

its seems we are friends rather than in a r/s . actions prove everything. all u give me is words. i dont want to make an effort to love someone who is just saying but no actions is proven. for example... if u know ur gf is fading off.. u cant even make a effort to keep her. i am tired of making effort always. yeah i may be self centre at times. u are the same as well.. with ur EGO.. what the different? sometime i have things to say... u alway have things to quarrel about. is this what a r/s for? come to think of it. it stupid to quarrel over small matters. everything is so simple. yet u can make it complicated. noone is pushing the blame here. but u didnt realise that u are pushing? isnt tat so lame?.. yeah u said u make all the plannings to go where or what.. isnt that what a guy shld do?... tired?.. then dont plan la.. if u love someone.. u wont mind planning without complaining... as a guy.. u wont mind to even wait for ur gf even if she is late... this is insane man...

ur gf cant be bothered.. have u ever think why? .. nope!.. or at least think why..
never did u expect why.. cant be bothered cause u cant even be bothered as well?..

heartache? shldnt i be the one to get hurt?
perhaps i have already being hurt too many times... and cried many times...
its all numb..

wow...
if u dont love me, u would have left long ago..
wow... so amazed.. wasnt u the one who wanted to leave.. wasnt u the one who dont even love me.. u admitted to me that u dont love me?.. then u dont know how i felt?.. i tried to take back my feelings.... cant u feel it after u said that?... but still no actions?.. u cant even tell that i wanted u to maybe make an effort to do something abt it... NO u didnt.... so why shld i make efforts... it hurts and it pains in my heart..

how many times have i hinted u..
i wanted to catch a movie.. but u say download better.. can save money.. as in sometime once in a while go and catch a movie... wont die bah?...

so many times i hinted to u.. u dont even see it.. u dont catch my hints... as a guy.. is this how u treat ur gf?...

we dont understand each other..
our characters clash.

everyone changed after honey moon period..