Tuesday, September 30, 2008

if only love is strong

perhaps im just useless in r/s. sometime it just hurts alot deeply. i feel so restless. very down. but everything seem to be my fault. even my collegue say sorry to me. my heart is crying out. noone beside me. sighs. it always alone when im crying. u r important to me, but i guess we are to busy to show it out. working in this job make me feel that my life is like "no life". sometime on my off day i wish that u will be beside me hugging me to slp. my phone keep hanging on me. sighs.

perhaps working stress affected me. im left with one day to hit target. but looking at this mth for my target. is already not bad. my collegue even say that my next mth pay commission alot. not sure real or not. my "tv" over hit target. "nl,acc" hit liao. vas,bom,snbb,ci . still nt yet hit..

love it take two hands to clap. but r/s is hard to maintain. there is always one who give or takes.

show me the way back to love

sometime after work, feel lik talking to u but yet if i talk about my work. if i say something wrong, i am so afraid to get into quarrels. been trying to avoid but it still happens. i know history will repeat. i know eversince my birthday u want to save the r/s. but sometime i feel neglacted. i know its been hard for u. i want to change for the better. i dont know how to hong ppl. sometime i always can advise my friends on r/s. but why on my r/s i cant. why my brain cant work faster. why am i like this. so many whys, so many questions. when i am in r/s, i am faithful. why cant just go back in time when we 1st knew each other. somethings really feel like hearing u say. but u never ever said. every mth on the 11th. do u still remember? ever since u stop saying, all i just want to hear was those words. it seems so hard.

show me the way back to love

eyes close, all i feel is music, hearing my own heartbeat. tears just went dripping. listening to my fav song which i dont understand but i love the song. canto song. 我的最爱

would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,And whisper in my ears that's ok.Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,And say you love me one more time.If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,And touch my lips with tender loving care,Would you die for me, would you run with me,And never look back..Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

If i will wait.. Will you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now.. [hold me now]
Would you die for me? Would you run with me?
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you swear you always be there to kiss my pain?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you swear you always be there to kiss my pain?

Would you be there...

For me...

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