humans are always contridicting.

It's worthless staying. So what's the talk with "respect"? There is a secret pride in every human heart that revolts at tyranny. You may order and drive an individual, but you cannot make him respect you. Good leaders make people feel that they're at the very heart of things, not at the periphery.

Everyone feels that he or she makes a difference to the success of the organization. When that happens people feel centered and that gives their work meaning. Leaders aren't born, they are made. And they are made just like anything else, through hard work. And that's the price we'll have to pay to achieve that goal, or any goal.

The main characteristics of effective leadership are intelligence, integrity or loyalty, mystique, humor, discipline, courage, self sufficieny and confidence. A true leader always keeps an element of surprise up his sleeve, which others cannot grasp but which keeps his public excited and breathless. Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. It serve no purpose giving respect to those who don't even respect others. Well, even if i did my work? Is there anyone to see? No. So what if i did my work. Do i deserve this? No.

Is staying OT at work called responsibility? No. Is there such thing in ordering someone to work OT. No. Ordering someone to do OT yet saying "Today cannot finish cannot go home, cuz tmr friday-noone come to work and dun think u can finish all 3 designs - approved by tuesday." Everyone has different concepts on designing. This is the real world. So do you think you are that great? No.

Each of everyone has their own talents. I can understand that you have many things to do. I dont like people asking me to do last minutes work. Example like it always happen to be 6pm, asked me to do designs and OT. Something in human nature causes us to start slacking off at our moment of greatest accomplishment.

As you become successful, you will need a great deal of self-discipline not to lose your sense of balance, humility and commitment. Well i wont say so much. As i'm leaving for good. If this goes on, this company will lose many good staffs. Responsibility?? Dont assume that i dont have responsibilty. Do i even see responsibilty in you? Alfred saw all my work piece.

Do my boss even get to see it? No. Reason? Well you cant judge a book by its cover. I'm serious about this job. So what? Its worthless even staying. I might as well get a better paid job else where. I may be quiet at work. But who knows what am i thinking. There is only one person. Alfred.

I'm feeling quite exhausted in this work. I really dont wish to judge anyone. Noone is perfect so am i.

I am tired of reading someone mind. Cause i just wish to escape reality. I just dont want to know what is the truth. It hurts to know.

You asked me, why now i never read your mind. Is not that i am lazy. Is just that i really want to stop thinking. I dont even know how to use my powers. It just come naturally but with all sorts of weird thoughts.

I feel so useless........

I have no direction in life. Making my parents worry. Hearing them quarrel make me feel so helpless.

I really need to know what i want too. Time is running out.

Baby, i am missing you alot. I love you. My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never. A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me. Together forever and never apart.

Soul meets soul on lover's lips.
Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. Love is not a matter of counting the years... But making the years count. Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


Love puts the fun in together, The sad in apart, The hope in tomorrow, The joy in the heart.
Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken, Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, Especially towards those we love the best.

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.

Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what pleases a woman, what excites her, and what surprises her. Its actions whisper: you are the most special person in my life.

My heart to you is given: Oh, do give yours to me; We'll lock them up together, And throw away the key.

The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. There is no point in trying to deceive the heart. It depends upon our honesty for its survival.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

Still writing my love story~ =)